​Not too long ago when that I happened, I could hear God’s still, small voice whisper, “Just breathe Marlowe, just breathe!”  Once I remembered to breathe, then I could begin to “cast my cares on Him, knowing that He cares for me” I Peter 5:7.  

I went to the piano and began to play very slowly and quietly... to pray and receive His peace.  This song, “Breathe”, came out of that experience.  

I never know what song will speak to my listeners at any given time.  Sometimes a song that I consider to be very simple can turn out to be an audience favorite.  Such has been the case with “A New Morning”.   Whenever I play it in concert, someone usually comments about it.  Even a person battling cancer was recently moved to tears in my living room as I played it for them.   That’s when I knew I needed to release it!  This recording is straight from my own living room!

​This glorious cover photo was taken by a friend of mine who lives in South West Virginia.  She has always been an early riser and has seen hundreds of beautiful sunrises.  (I count on her to tell me about them!) She captured this sunrise and it has not been touched up at all!    She posted it with a link to these most appropriate lyrics by Chris Tomlin “I see You in the sunrise every morning…It’s like a picture that You’ve painted for me…Love letters in the sky”  

As strange as it might sound, this was a fun date we will always remember!  Now, before you start thinking my husband is weird, let me say he would be the last person on the planet to EVER suggest visiting the cemetery to celebrate my birthday!  THIS WAS MY IDEA!  So maybe I’m the creepy one! Let me explain...

​Next, per instructions, we explored the cemetery, reading the markers and talking about the things that stood out to us.  It was very humbling to see so many WWII veterans, some of whose spouses are still living.  Of course it was sad to see the markers of children who had died way too young.  We watched an Asian family putting incense on their family members’ graves. ​

Another suggestion from the date book was to talk about what we might want our own epitaphs to say.  This is where we had a lot of laughs.  I’ve certainly never laughed out loud in a cemetery before because the only time I have ever visited one is for a burial.   It is a different experience to visit when you are not so emotionally raw.  I must say, it helped take away the mystery and yucky feeling I’ve always had about cemeteries.  I almost didn’t want to leave because I was enjoying walking and being outside on such a beautiful day and soaking in the fresh air.  But then, Robby broke my lingering mood when he gave his answer to the last date question, “Was the date eerie or comforting?”  He said all he could think about the whole time was the hundreds of dead skeletons just lying in their caskets!  Ok well... let’s just say he was a really good sport! 

​In all seriousness, I just turned 61 and it’s very strange to be at the age where more and more close friends and relatives are beginning to have major health issues, so it does make me think about how I want to finish the race.  Every day is a gift from God and I want to live fully engaged while at the same time keeping an eternal perspective, for I know this earth is not my final home.  

I will leave you with Molly Skagg's beautiful new version of Johnny Cash's song "Ain't No Grave" 

​Do you ever feel you need a vacation from your vacation?  We can so easily get exhausted during the Christmas holidays!  Every year we say the same thing don’t we…”I’m not doing this to myself next year, I’m going to simplify and make Christmas less stressful”.  

Then…out of nowhere… messages like these that I received in response to
"A Shepherd’s Wonder", remind me of why I do what I do. ​

It always means the world to receive these messages.  The true prayer of my heart is that people feel touched by God’s presence through my music, whatever their need or circumstance. 

As I look forward to 2019, I am feeling the need for REST.  Not rest from work, or new projects, but rest from my own striving.  I can hear the words of Mother Teresa saying “We must let Him do it! We are but His hands and feet; we must let Him do the work!” 

In keeping with this theme for 2019, here is my new single of Lance Allen’s beautiful song “Rest Your Way Home”.
Listen on Spotify, iTunes, Amazon, YouTube.  Also available on Google Play, Deezer and other outlets.  Sheet music available at www.marlowecarruth.com 

This Thanksgiving, I am especially grateful for the many amazing women who have influenced my life, both past and present.  If you know me or follow my blogs, then you know I have no memory of my beautiful and talented mother.  In some ways though, I feel I got to know her through her wonderful friends.  All my life, and even still to this day, I love when people talk about her.  Knowing they were close to her makes me feel close to her.  

​Janice’s service and accomplishments create a list a mile long.  Many know her as the lady that crash landed a plane after her husband died at the helm and lived to write a book about it, Won't Somebody Help Me!    

​It was also in her home that I grew to love music. I loved to listen to her late husband, Edmund, play jazz tunes on their Steinway piano, the first Steinway I ever played! All of her children played different musical instruments. Janice would host community talent shows and musicales in her home. I think my first public performance was at one of those talent shows when my sister and I played the fun duet, Heart and Soul!

I could write my own book about the many ways Janice and so many other women have patiently and kindly poured into my life both physically and spiritually!  I am blessed with mothers too numerous to count!